In Bad Faith Holiday Mix 30

Lyrics

i'm so truth serum stoned i need an antidote so i can keep lying to myself cause it's a can of worms can't unlearn what you learn self aware 7th ring of hell i miss the bliss of ignorance i miss believing god exists i miss never feeling alone it's clearer when it's black and white a blur of gray, i need a light cheap fix for fear of the unknown swallow my objections but it's all in vain i could choke it down but it would all be in bad taste had the best intentions couldn't make em stay i could pretend i believe, but it'd be in bad faith i wanna live a life that's mine Know i wanna fail a million times find meaning in my own design Now i know what i believe it //so i know when i believe it// won't be in bad faith so i don't need bad faith so i can find meaning of my own design oohh i, i could fail a million times whyyy worry baby, we got time i won't pretend Ooohh one purely of my own design So I can find Oooo I wanna live a life that's mine ooo I would fail a million times So I could i could pretend i believe, Wouldn't be in bad faith Over drive warning sign right type bide my time nothing's gonna change mind Why would i worry bout it Oohhh i wanna live a life that's mine Ohhh i wanna live an honest life why are wor i could pretend i believe, but it'd be in bad faith ooo I'd tell a story of my own design but they didn't stay In bad taste need a mind eraser pray i would go back i'd reset if i could how much would it cost hard to go back and play dumb when innocence is lost Perfection Projection Reflection Objection i've been losing faith in what i think i know hard to go back and play dumb when innocence is lost i tried to make Convinced I'm part of something more Than this can't know for sure I've been losing track of Who I used to be Sinking deeper into What I thought I might Anybody throught I've been trying to lose All these heavy thoughts Good intentions Misdirections Bad faith I've been acting out in Favor A world of good Can't help what I believe Had the best Intentions But they never stay I can Never seem to work in nothing but bad faith